So . . .I'm Back . . .

I ended up driving up to the parking garage. It's funny . . .it's only 7 stories high, but somehow you feel like you're part of the heavens . . .it feels so far above the river and the roads below. I had a talk with Sawyer and Brian. I know Brian was never there, but he's with Sawyer now, and I could feel their spirits close to my heart. I know they could hear me. I miss them so bad. The world is emptier without them in it.

Weirdly, I had my radio on an oldies station, and the Guess Who song "These Eyes" came on as I was driving up the ramps to the top of the garage. I started listening to the lyrics, and it's so strange, they really struck me. It's kind of a corny old song, but the words hit home tonight.

These Eyes

These eyes cry every night for you.

These arms long to hold you again.

The hurtin's on me,

But I will never be free.

You gave a promise to me and you broke it, you broke it.

These eyes watched you bring my world to an end.

This heart could not accept and pretend.

The hurtin's on me,

But I will never be free.

You took the vow with me.

You spoke it, you spoke it, babe.

These eyes are cryin'

These eyes have seen a lot of loves

But they're never gonna see another one like I had with you.

These eyes are cryin'

These eyes have seen a lot of loves

But they're never gonna see another one like I had with you.

These eyes are cryin'

These eyes have seen a lot of loves

But they're never gonna see another one like I had with you.

These eyes cry every night for you.

These arms, these arms long to hold you, hold you again.

These eyes are cryin'

These eyes have seen a lot of loves

But they're never gonna see another one like I had with you.

These eyes are cryin'

These eyes have seen a lot of loves

But they're never gonna see another one like I had with you.